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Diary

I will go to the dentist (second time)

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Good morning, it's hiro

 

 

 

 

I usually go to the gym early in the morning and then come back and write a diary while watching MLB, but today I'm writing a diary.

 

 

 

 

By the way, it's 7:48 now

 

 

 

 

There are times when the MLB broadcast starts at 7:55, but I was really thinking of getting up at 5am and going to the gym before trying MLB

 

 

 

 

 

woke up at 5am, but I wasn't motivated to go to the gym, so I changed the order

 

 

 

 

 

Probably these two reasons.

 

 

 

 

One is because I had a strange dream.

 

 

 

 

A dream of a Filipino child who became friends yesterday I woke up crying after got wallet stolen from my pocket by him

 

 

 

 

today. .. I'm sorry, I forgot, but it was a strange dream anyway.

 

 

 

 

Today's dream is not so bad as it is, but I think it was a bad dream.

 

 

 

 

So, after watching MLB, I'm thinking of going to the gym around 11 o'clock.

 

 

 

 

 

I have a dentist appointment today

 

 

 

 

The last time I went to the first dentist after a panic disorder, it was very difficult to breathe.

 

 

 

 

So honestly I'm still scared

 

 

 

 

What am I scared of?

 

 

 

 

Actually I don't know. ..

 

 

 

 

I'm afraid that it will be like that time.

 

 

 

 

So I know that there is nothing to be scared of

 

 

 

 

I hate myself like this

 

 

 

 

Even when I went to Tokyo the other day, I couldn't sleep at the hotel on the 12th floor (the window couldn't be opened) and spent the whole night walking on the bench outside, even though I wasn't really scared.

 

 

 

 

I want to get out of this quickly

 

 

 

 

That's the only wish I have now

 

 

 

 

Even if I think about this or write it, it just makes me feel depressed, so I'll leave it at this level today.

 

 

 

 

However, in the sense that I can organize my feelings, I think it also makes sense to write.

 

 

 

 

Thank you for always reading

 

 

 

 

Only you are my supporter now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Regards,

hiro

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