hello, it's hiro
I came home from Osaka last night.
It was really hard. ..
I left at 4am and headed to Osaka
When I was driving from 4 o'clock and driving Nagoya after 6 o'clock, I had a panic attack
Stoped at a nearby convenience store
Take a break for about 15 minutes and leave again
Drive for about 10 minutes and stop at the convenience store again
This time it was really hard and I took a break for about an hour
I felt so uncomfortable that I could die, and I couldn't breathe, so it was a really difficult time, but
When I took a break, it became easier little by little.
drive again
Drive for about 10 minutes and take a break agai
I was still at the Mie convenience store when I was supposed to be in Nara
I was really wondering whether to go home or go to Osaka
Even if I could get to Osaka, I wondered if I could take a break at the hotel like a house, or if I would have a hard time staying at the hotel.
Anyway, it was really painful because of a lot of "useless anxiety"
And when I got to the parking lot of Seki, it became much easier for some reason.
It wasn't 100%, but I thought I could go to Osaka, so I started again.
When I opened the window fully and put my face out and drove, it became much easier.
I'm very worried that I can't do what I used to take for granted.
I would like to thank every day for the joy of living as a matter of course.
Thank you everyone for reading
Regards,
hiro
